Grind me, wind me, within...
Thinking of letting go, coz I have a lot hidden.
Secrecy indulges me as I emote my feelings to the world;
Inside me, behind me, all deju vus ridden.
So well thought-out, a kaleidoscope to envision.
And this state that is a complete dabauchery...
And this fate which is all slurry.
Oh, how I wish you could come see it too,
be inspired, and feel rapt as if from within.
Oh my, why would I lie,
If I wanted you to have a little empathy too?
Take as if all your world is mine, and you are a part of my dreams,
and I don't feel anything cause this is all what you expected me to be...
Ah, but no, I won't give up to your optimistic illusions...
Set yourself free for I have desire to left to just be!
I'm afraid, even if you lie, I'll still retain my control it seems...
